If loving you is sinful, then call me a sinner instead...

I dunno why this feeling came, I wonder how internet could through any boundaries, I'm afraid because I'm fall for a stranger that even I never meet face to face, I worried if the truth that he's worse in the real life, I've arrived in a difficult choices: Take it or leave it, I couldn't see, I couldn't tell this feelings, I still can't believe that I'm in love with someone virtually and it's for the first time, I'm lost on his passion of art, I've submerged on his artistically envious life, I no longer enough to resist this lust, I want to be with him forever but I couldn't, I know if we get married it'll be sinful caused by our different believes, I'm trapped in a virtual open relationship, I'm not enough strong to resist all of those sins.

Dear Thomas,
Maybe you wouldn't realize this strange feeling I've felt, but believe me: Call me a sinner, because loving you is a sin. Like, umm, consuming drugs and narcotics then getting addicted of those forbidden things. Sorry for entering your wonderland without permission, I regret for loving you.

Go out and get a life, Franssenigma! You could lead Netherlands someday, even without me...